I'll admit, I was a stupid 14-year-old at the time that I got banned. My only friend had just betrayed me at the time, and I was having nervous breakdowns and chronic depression during that time. I really didn't know how to act around other people, or over the internet for that matter.
I want to apologize to those that I've pissed off over the years. I wish I could have just found myself in a better way, but without the right guidance, people get mixed up. During those times, I didn't have anybody to open up to about my issues, so my entire brain was kind of a blur, I let my autism get the best of me, and I just did sh*t on impulse. I'm sorry to those who still think I'm annoying af, but I just want to put this out there that I'm not the stupid kid I used to be. I still have occasional anger problems, but at least I don't take it out on the internet anymore, and I have a lot more control of myself.
However, the two years that I've been banned gave me some time to rebuild myself and expand on my personality. Around May 2015ish, I started to reach out to people more. I started (and still do) telling girls that they genuinely looked pretty in the hallway, I started reaching out to the LGBTQ+ community by going to our school's GSA, and just becoming more involved socially. While I still have social problems now, it's not as bad as it used to be when I was an annoying little sh*t.
He does still post on his Instagram at least twice a day though. You can follow him @countachfan.
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rivi3, 28 January 2017, 06:08